&the greying vision

Friday, January 12, 2007 9:15 AM

going for work later.
and i'm reluctant!
my back is aching. my arms are aching.
all thanks to the 3km run ytd.
to be bhb abit.
i ran the entire journey only spot a few seconds!
it was a satisfaction for me.
and went home took my weight.
i was like errr...
OMG!
okay.
i use a really bad method to slim down which i really dun encourage anyone to use it.
which is skipping meals.
it's really bad alright.
thou i admit tht it works la.
but it's really bad.
from the loss of 2kg, now i've lost 3kg.
but to me is, how good can tht be.
haha
but at the same time.
i cut down on sweets and chocolate and soft drinks.
okay. janice and seowhuan suspect tht im not a lady becos i dun eat these.
haha.
and they were like always buying sweet. haas.
but i have to control myself not eating.
until i get my ideal weight and body.
den i can start myself on touching all those fav stuff.
i do eat those my honey and sweetie.

not gonna go school today and next monday.
many lecture would be missed.
damn!
bet i go back on tues i wouldn't understand a single shit man!
haha.
im now actually looking forward to school.(me looking forward to school? i must be crazy hees.)
cos i should cherish this only jc life in my entire life now.
afterwhich i will be heading to poly. and cont with my poly life.
in fact my heart is abit shaken.
which is continue my studies in a jc.
but i know myself i cant cope with the stress.
and you guys should know how playful am i.
and i cant handle tht shit of workload.
to stay on in jc was becos of the friends i knew there. and the school is fun.
seniors were friendly.(although some seniors were younger den me. so weird can.)
alright.
got to rush off to work.
and im gonna buy a new SHIRT today.
if i can find one tht i like.
but it's for working.
hees.
at the same time i'll buy some thing which is suitable for gng out.

loves,
`cindy

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